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There are souls that make great projects to do
excellent services for Our Saviour, by eminent
actions and extraordinary sufferings, but actions and
sufferings of which there is no opportunity, and
perhaps never will be, and who upon this apprehend
they have done a great matter in love, in which they
are very often deceived: - as appears in this, that
embracing in desire, as seems to them, great future
crosses, they anxiously avoid the burden of such. as
are present, which are less. Is it not an extreme
temptation to be so valiant in imagination, and so
cowardly in execution?
Ah! God preserve us from those imaginary fervours,
which very often breed a vain and secret self-esteem
in the bottom of our hearts. Great works lie not
always in our way, but every moment we may do little
ones with excellence, that is, with a great love.
Behold that Saint, I beg you, who bestows a cup of
cold water on the thirsty traveller; he does but a
small matter in outward show, but the intention, the
sweetness, the love, with which he animates his work
is so excellent, that it turns this simple water into
water of life, and of eternal life.
The bees gather honey from the lily, the flag, the
rose; yet they get as ample a booty from the little
minute rosemary flowers and thyme; yea they draw not
only more honey, but even better honey from these,
for in these little vessels the honey, being more
closely locked up, is kept better.
Truly, in the low and little works of devotion,
charity is not only practised more frequently, but
ordinarily more humbly too, and consequently more
usefully and more holily.
Those condescensions to the humours of others,
that bearing with the clownish and troublesome
actions and ways of our neighbour, those victories
over our own humours and passions, those renouncings
of our lesser inclinations, that effort against our
aversions and repugnances, that heartfelt and sweet
acknowledgment of our own imperfections, the
continual pains we take to keep our souls in
equality, that love of our abjection, that gentle and
gracious welcome we give to the contempt and censure
of our condition, of our life, of our conversation,
of our actions: Theotimus, all these things are more
profitable to our souls than we can conceive, if
heavenly love have the management of them. But we
have already said this to Philothea.(1)
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