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Chapter 3: The Conditions of Prayer
2. The humility with which we should pray
The Lord does indeed regard the prayers of His servants, but only
of His servants who are humble. "He hath had regard to the
prayer of the humble." [Ps. 101: 18] Others He does not regard,
but rejects them: "God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to
the humble." [James 4: 6] He does not hear the prayers of the
proud who trust in their own strength; but for that reason
leaves them to their own feebleness; and in this state deprived
of God's aid, they must certainly perish. David had to bewail
this case: "Before I was humbled I offended." [Ps. 118: 67] I
sinned because I was not humble.
The same thing happened to St. Peter, who, though he was warned by
our Lord that all the disciples would abandon Him on that
night-----"All you shall be scandalized in Me this night" [Matt.
26: 31]-----nevertheless, instead of acknowledging his own
weakness, and begging our Lord's aid against his unfaithfulness
was too confident in his own strength, and said, that though all
should abandon Him he would never leave Him: "Although all shall
be scandalized in Thee, I will never be scandalized." And
although our Saviour again foretold to him, in a special manner,
that in that very night, before the cock-crow, he should deny
Him three times; yet, trusting in his own courage, he boasted,
saying, "Yea, though I should die with Thee, I will not deny
Thee." But what came of it? Scarcely had the unhappy man entered
the house of the high priest, when he was accused of being a
disciple of Jesus Christ, and three times did he deny with an
oath that he had ever known Him: "And again he denied with an
oath, that I know not the Man." If Peter had humbled himself,
and had asked our Lord for the grace of constancy, he would not
have denied Him.
We ought all to feel that we are standing on the edge of a
precipice, suspended over the abyss of all sins, and supported
only by the thread of God's grace. If this thread fails us, we
shall certainly fall into the gulf, and shall commit the most
horrible wickedness. "Unless the Lord had been my helper, my
soul had almost dwelt in Hell." [Ps. 93: 17] If God had not
succoured me, I should have fallen into a thousand sins, and now
I should be in Hell. So said the Psalmist, and so ought each of
us to say. This is what St. Francis of Assisi meant, when he
said that he was the worst sinner in the world. But, my Father,
said his companion, what you say is not true; there are many in
the world who are certainly worse than you are. Yes, what I say
is but too true, answered St. Francis; because if God did not
keep His hand over me, I should commit every possible sin.
It is of faith, that without the aid of grace we cannot do any
good work, nor even think a good thought. "Without grace men do
no good whatever, either in thought or in deed," says St.
Augustine. [De Corr. et Gr. c. 2] As the eye cannot see without
light, so, say the holy Father, man can do not good without
grace. The Apostle had said the same thing before him: "Not that
we are sufficient to think anything of ourselves, as of
ourselves; but our sufficiency is of God." [2 Cor. 3: 5] And
David had said it before St. Paul: "Unless the Lord build the
house, they labour in vain that build it." [Ps. 126: 1]
In vain does man weary himself to become a Saint, unless God lends
a helping hand: "Unless the Lord keep the city, he watcheth in
vain that keepeth it." If God did not preserve the soul from
sins, in vain will it try to preserve itself by its own
strength: and therefore did the holy prophet protest, "I will
not trust in my bow." [Ps. 43: 7] I will not hope in my arms;
but only in God, Who alone can save me.
Hence, whoever finds that he has done any good, and does not
find that he has fallen into greater sins than those which are
commonly committed, let him say with St. Paul, "By the grace of
God I am what I am." [1 Cor. 15: 10] and for the same reason, he
ought never to cease to be afraid of falling on every occasion
of sin: "Wherefore, he that thinketh himself to stand, let him
take heed lest he fall." [1 Cor. 10: 12] St. Paul wishes to warn
us that he who feels secure of not falling, is in great danger
of falling; and he assigns the reason in another place, where he
says, "If any man think himself to be something, whereas he is
nothing, he deceiveth himself." [Gal. 6: 3]
So that St. Augustine wrote wisely, "the presumption of stability
renders many unstable; no one will be so firm as he who feels
himself infirm." [Serm. 76 E.B.] If a man says he has no fear,
it is a sign that he trusts in himself, and in his good
resolutions; but such a man, with his mischievous confidence,
deceives himself, because, through trust in his own strength, he
neglects to fear; and through not fearing he neglects to
recommend himself to God, and then he will certainly fall.
And so, for like reasons, we should all abstain from noticing with
any vainglory the sins of other people; but rather we should
then esteem ourselves as worse in ourselves than they are, and
should say, Lord, if Thou hadst not helped, I should have done
worse. Otherwise, to punish us for our pride, God will permit us
to fall into worse and more shameful sins.
For this cause St. Paul instructs us to labour for our salvation;
but how? always in fear and trembling: "With fear and trembling
work out your salvation." [Phil. 2: 12] Yes; for he who has a
great fear of falling, distrusts his own strength, and therefore
places his confidence in God, and will have recourse to Him in
dangers; and God will aid him, and so he will vanquish his
temptations, and will be saved. St. Philip Neri, walking one day
through Rome, kept saying, "I am in despair!" A certain
religious rebuked him, and the Saint thereupon said, "My father,
I am in despair for myself; but I trust in God."
So must we do, if we would be saved; we must always live in
despair of doing anything by our own strength; and in so doing
we shall imitate St. Philip, who used to say to God the first
moment he woke in the morning, "Lord, keep Thy hands over Philip
this day; for if not, Philip will betray Thee."
This, then, we may conclude with St. Augustine, is all the grand
science of a Christian,-----to know that he is nothing, and can
do nothing. "This is the whole of the great science, to know
that man is nothing." [In Ps. 70, S. 1] For then he will never
neglect to furnish himself, by prayer to God, with that strength
which he has not of himself, and which he needs in order to
resist temptation, and to do good; and so, with the help of God,
Who never refuses anything to the man who prays to Him in
humility, he will be able to do all things: "The prayer of him
that humbleth himself shall pierce the clouds, and he will not
depart until the Most High behold." [Ecclus. 35: 21]
The prayer of a humble soul penetrates the heavens, and presents
itself before the throne of God; and departs not without God's
looking on it and hearing it. And though the soul be guilty of
any amount of sin, God never despises a heart that humbles
itself: "A contrite and humble heart, O God, Thou wilt not
despise; [Ps. 1: 19] God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace
to the humble." [James 4: 6] As the Lord is severe with the
proud, and resists their prayers, so is He kind and liberal to
the humble. This is precisely what Jesus Christ said one day to
St. Catherine of Siena: "Know, my daughter, that a soul that
perseveres in humble prayer gains every virtue."
It will be of use to introduce here the advice which the learned
and pious Palafox, Bishop of Osma, gives to spiritual persons
who desire to become Saints. It occurs in a note to the 18th
letter of St. Teresa, which she wrote to her Confessor, to give
him an account of all the grades of supernatural prayer with
which God had favoured her. On this the bishop writes, that
these supernatural graces which God designed to grant to St.
Teresa, as He has also done to other Saints, are not necessary
in order to arrive at sanctity, since many souls have become
Saints without them; and, on the other hand, many have arrived
at sanctity, and yet have, after all, been damned. Therefore he
says it is superfluous, and even presumptuous, to desire and to
ask for these supernatural gifts, when the true and only way to
become a Saint is, to exercise ourselves in virtue and in the
love of God; and this is done by means of prayer, and by
corresponding to the inspirations and assistance of God, Who
wishes nothing so much as to see us Saints. "For this is the
will of God, your sanctification." [1 Thess. 4: 3]
Hence Bishop Palafox, speaking of the grades of supernatural
prayer mentioned in St. Teresa's letter, namely, the prayer of
quiet, the sleep or suspension of the faculties, the prayer of
union, ecstasy or rapture, flight and impulse of the spirit, and
the wound of love, says, very wisely, that as regards the prayer
of quiet, what we ought to ask of God is that He would free us
from attachment to worldly goods, and the desire of them, which
give no peace, but bring disquiet and affliction to the soul:
"Vanity of vanities," as Solomon well called them, "and vexation
of spirit." [[Eccles. 1: 14] The heart of man will never find
true peace, if it does not empty itself of all that is not God,
so as to leave itself all free for His love, that He alone may
possess the whole of it. But this the soul cannot do of itself;
it must obtain it of God by repeated prayers.
As regards "the sleep and suspension of the faculties", we ought
to ask God for grace to keep them asleep for all that is
temporal, and only awake them to consider God's goodness, and to
set our hearts upon His love and eternal happiness.
As regards the "union of the faculties", let us pray Him to give
us grace not to think, nor to seek, nor to wish anything but
what God wills; since all sanctity and the perfection of love
consists in uniting our will to the will of God.
As regards "ecstasy and rapture", let us pray God to draw us away
from the inordinate love of ourselves and of creatures, and to
draw us entirely to Himself.
As regards "the flight of the spirit", let us pray Him to give us
grace to live altogether detached from this world, and to do as
the swallows, that do not settle on the ground even to fee, but
take their food flying;-----so should we use our temporal goods
for all that is necessary for the support of life, but always
flying, without settling on the ground to look for earthly
pleasures.
As regards "impulse of spirit", let us pray Him to give us courage
and strength to do violence to ourselves, whenever it is
necessary, for resisting the assaults of our enemies, for
conquering our passions, and for accepting sufferings even in
the midst of desolation and dryness of spirit.
Finally, as regards "the wound of love," as a wound by its pain
perpetually renews the remembrance of what we suffer, so ought
we to pray God to wound our hearts with His holy love in such a
way that we shall always be reminded of His goodness and the
love which He has borne us; and thus we should live in continual
love of Him, and should be always pleasing Him with our works
and our affections. But none of these graces can be obtained
without prayer; and with prayer, provided it be humble,
confident, and persevering, everything is obtained.
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