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I will hear what the Lord God will speak in me."(1)
Blessed is the soul who hears the Lord speaking
within her, who receives the word of consolation from
His lips. Blessed are the ears that catch the accents
of divine whispering, and pay no heed to the
murmurings of this world. Blessed indeed are the ears
that listen, not to the voice which sounds without,
but to the truth which teaches within. Blessed are
the eyes which are closed to exterior things and are
fixed upon those which are interior. Blessed are they
who penetrate inwardly, who try daily to prepare
themselves more and more to understand mysteries.
Blessed are they who long to give their time to God,
and who cut themselves off from the hindrances of the
world.
Consider these things, my soul, and close the door of
your senses, so that you can hear what the Lord your
God speaks within you. "I am your salvation," says
your Beloved. "I am your peace and your life. Remain
with Me and you will find peace. Dismiss all passing
things and seek the eternal. What are all temporal
things but snares? And what help will all creatures
be able to give you if you are deserted by the
Creator?" Leave all these things, therefore, and make
yourself pleasing and faithful to your Creator so
that you may attain to true happiness.
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The Disciple
Speak, Lord, for Thy servant heareth."(2) "I am Thy servant. Give
me understanding that I may know Thine ordinances(3) . . . Incline
my heart to Thine ordinances(4) . . . Let Thy speech distil as the
dew."(5)
The children of Israel once said to Moses: "Speak thou to us and
we will hear thee: let not the Lord speak to us, lest we die."(6)
Not so, Lord, not so do I pray. Rather with Samuel the prophet I
entreat humbly and earnestly: "Speak, Lord, for Thy servant
heareth." Do not let Moses or any of the prophets speak to me; but
You speak, O Lord God, Who inspired and enlightened all the
prophets; for You alone, without them, can instruct me perfectly,
whereas they, without You, can do nothing. They, indeed, utter
fine words, but they cannot impart the spirit. They do indeed
speak beautifully, but if You remain silent they cannot inflame
the heart. They deliver the message; You lay bare the sense. They
place before us mysteries, but You unlock their meaning. They
proclaim commandments; You help us to keep them. They point out
the way; You give strength for the journey. They work only
outwardly; You instruct and enlighten our hearts. They water on
the outside; You give the increase.They cry out words; You give
understanding to the hearer.
Let not Moses speak to me, therefore, but You, the Lord my God,
everlasting truth, speak lest I die and prove barren if I am
merely given outward advice and am not inflamed within; lest the
word heard and not kept, known and not loved, believed and not
obeyed, rise up in judgment against me.
Speak, therefore, Lord, for Your servant listens. "Thou hast the
words of eternal life."(7) Speak to me for the comfort of my soul
and for the amendment of my life, for Your praise, Your glory, and
Your everlasting honor. |