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1. O, Thou ravishing brightness of eternal light, how art
Thou at this moment, when my soul embraces Thee under the cross as
dead in Thy sorrowful mother's lap, with lamentations and
thanksgiving, how art Thou utterly extinguished! Extinguish in me
the burning desire of all vice. 2. O, Thou pure clear mirror of
the Divine Majesty, how art Thou defiled for very love of me! Wash
out the great stains of my evil deeds. 3. O, fair and shining
Image of the Fatherly goodness, how grievously disfigured Thou
art! Restore the disfigured image of my soul. 4. O, innocent Lamb,
how piteously art Thou abased! Atone and reform for me my guilty
sinful life. 5. O, King of all kings, O, Lord of all lords,
vouchsafe me, since my soul embraces Thee with sorrow and
lamentation in Thy abasement, that it may be embraced by Thee with
joy in Thy eternal glory. O, pure Mother, worthy of all love,
remember today, 1. The forlorn condition in which thou foundest
thyself when they tore thy murdered Son from thy breast; 2.
Remember thy separation from Him; 3. Thy faltering steps; 4. Thy
heart sighing again for His body; 5. The constant fidelity which
thou alone didst evince for Him in all His woe till He was laid in
the grave. Obtain for me, from thy tender Son, that in thy sorrow
and His sufferings I may subdue my own. Moreover, that I may shut
myself up with Him in His sepulchre from all temporal anxieties;
That I may be inspired with disgust for all this world; That I may
only cherish a perpetual desire of Him, and may persevere in His
praise and service to the grave. Amen.-----------------------
When all this was ready and written out, there still remained a
little to make up at the end of a chapter, appertaining to our
Blessed Lady, and in that very part he had left a blank space
until he should be inspired with it by God, for he had been many
months in a state of spiritual dereliction, so that he could not
finish the chapter. Then he besought our Blessed Lady, the Mother
of God, that she would do it.
And, on the eve of St. Dominic, at
night, after he had sung matins, it seemed to him in his sleep, as
if he were in a chamber; and as if, while he was sitting there, a
very fair youth entered with a ravishing harp, and with him four
other youths with flutes. Then the youth with the harp sat down by
the brother, and began to touch his harp, and play upon it very
sweetly. This was pleasant for the brother to hear, and he said to
him, O, when wilt thou come to the place where I dwell, and lift
up my heart a little with thy music?
Then the youth asked the
brother if he was still busy with what he had for a long time been
occupied with? To which he said, Yes. Then the youth answered and
said: It is hard to play. So he turned to the four with flutes,
and bid them blow. Then one of them answered and said that if two
of them blew it would be enough. But the other said, that two
would not be enough, and that they must all blow their flutes
together, and he gave them a certain tune, which was well known to
him, but of which the brother knew nothing, and it was done
accordingly.
Meanwhile he presently neither saw nor heard any harp or flute,
but saw that the youths had in their hands a picture, above all
measure lovely, of our Blessed Lady, and that it was worked in
cloth, and the mantle of the picture was red and purple, with
damask embroidery, which it was delightful to behold, and the
ground was as white as snow. Then the brother marvelled greatly,
and took pleasure in the sight; and he perceived that they would
needs complete it, and, first of all, fill up the empty space.
Then they said, See how it grows! Presently he saw it completed.
And then one of them took a needle and thread, and made on the
fore part of the mantle very skillful cross stitches, and they
were very finely done, and wonderfully adorned our Blessed Lady.
And now his eyes were opened, and he understood that he should
no longer doubt that it was given him to complete the ground, the
blank space, and the spiritual picture, which had so long been
denied to him; for he was accustomed to have all that he had
hitherto performed clearly manifested to him by God in the way of
some similitude like the above, and so, on the morrow, he finished
his work to the end.
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