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God never permits such grievous temptations and assaults to try
any, save those souls whom He designs to lead on to His own
living, highest love, but nevertheless it does not follow as a
natural consequence that they are certain to attain thereto.
Indeed, it has often happened that those who had been stedfast
under violent assaults, failing to correspond faithfully to Divine
Grace, have yielded under the pressure of very trifling
temptations.
I would warn you of this, my child, so that, should you ever be
tried by great temptations, you may know that God is showing
special favour to you, thereby proving that He means to exalt you
in His Sight; but that at the same time you may ever be humble and
full of holy fear, not overconfident in your power to resist
lesser temptations because you have overcome those that were
greater, unless by means of a most stedfast faithfulness to God.
Come what may in the shape of temptation, attended by
whatsoever of delectation,--so long as your will refuses consent,
not merely to the temptation itself, but also to the delectation,
you need have no fear,--God is not offended. When any one has
swooned away, and gives no sign of life, we put our hand to his
heart, and if we find the slightest fluttering there, we conclude
that he still lives, and that, with the help of stimulants and
counter-irritants, we may restore consciousness and power. Even
so, sometimes amid the violence of temptation the soul seems
altogether to faint away, and to lose all spiritual life and
action.
But if you would be sure how it really is, put your hand on the
heart. See whether heart and will yet have any spiritual motion;
that is to say, whether they fulfil their own special duty in
refusing consent to and acceptance of temptation and its
gratification; for so long as the power to refuse exists within
the soul, we may be sure that Love, the life of the soul, is
there, and that Jesus Christ, our Lord and Saviour, is within,
although, it may be, hidden; and that by means of stedfast
perseverance in prayer, and the Sacraments, and confidence in God,
strength will be restored, and the soul will live with a full and
joyous life.
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